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August 30, 2006

Proof that sunny days make a big difference

Here's how I know I made the right decision yesterday: I already feel empowered to make some changes in my life. I don't need to fall apart because I failed. I feel awful about letting some people down, but instead of dwelling, I'm already ready to get back to seeing Cindy regularly and working on this, and I'm not counting rabbinical school out of the picture. I'm still willing to believe that I have a future. I didn't feel that way yesterday, but today I have hope.

That's big. Especially when you consider how I handled getting a job offer I wasn't ready for a year ago. This time, I feel ready to keep moving, or start moving, and find the tools so that this doesn't happen again.

Posted to Hardly Working & Mental Health at August 30, 2006 01:31 PM

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Posted by: Amanda at August 30, 2006 02:25 PM