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December 07, 2005

"I know of no more disagreeable situation than to be left feeling generally angry without anybody in particular to be angry at." -Frank Moore Colby

I'm not really sure why, but about 5 days ago, I woke up PISSED OFF. Not angry, not cranky, but pissed. It hasn't been willing to let up.

I sure wish I knew why, but things that would normally annoy me, make me cry, or just wear me out have me ranting and raving in ways that make zero sense about things that aren't really that big of a deal. I'm pissed about a classmate not responding to emails. I'm pissed about students playing the piano after music hours. I'm pissed about students running through the halls yelling at 2 am. I'm pissed that I haven't been able to go to the bookstore this week. I'm pissed that Lauren was on call last week. I'm pissed that food tastes yucky. I'm pissed that we should save our money and shouldn't buy chalkboards and spice racks for our kitchen. I'm pissed that we have too many books for our shelf and no space for a new one. I'm pissed that we had to rearrange our living room furniture so that we don't freeze, and I'm pissed that Lauren didn't come home to the new layout and proclaim me a design genius. I'm pissed that in order to have a baby, I'd have to lose weight and get over my needle phobia. I'm pissed that poor Lauren, who hasn't slept in forever because she was on call last week, won't stay up and talk to me. I'm pissed that Girlyman only has 2 albums out.

I could go on. But I think I'll spare us all.

I don't know what's wrong with me. It could be PMS, but it doesn't feel like it. I'm a cry-er, not a yell-er. I don't know what this is about. It's frustrating. And that pisses me off too.

Oy. Someone save me from myself.

Posted to Mental Health at December 7, 2005 12:54 AM

Comments

Posted by: mogwit at December 7, 2005 04:12 PM

Posted by: Rebecca at December 8, 2005 12:24 PM