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October 11, 2005
Reasons Today Sucks
I. Am. CRANKY.
I had a massive anxiety attack on Saturday night, and ever since, all has NOT been right in my world. Every little thing pisses me off.
Today's annoyances:
My quiz in Hebrew class was at the end of the class instead of the beginning.
I spelled 2 words wrong on the test. I had been hoping for another 100%.
I have yucky, yucky cramps. And the accompanying backache.
When I have cramps, I need to eat regularly or I throw up. I'm hoping the cramps are over by Yom Kippur because I'm fasting, dammit.
Lauren's anniversary tulips came in late and they're kind of wimpy looking.
Being that I've gained back all 60 pounds that I originally lost, I have no clothing that fits.
This includes nice clothes, so now I have to try to go shopping again (in the 2 hours Lauren has free) to find suitable clothing for shul. And spend money on clothes. Because as I mentioned last week, pajamas/jeans are NOT acceptable.
Someone broke up with one of my favorite people on the planet in a rather asshole-ish way.
Our place is a mess and I have to get it REALLY clean by this weekend, when Laur's parents come to visit.
The building custodian got on my case yesterday and I'm still anxious about it.
I found out that several of the people who I considered... acquaintances, I guess, here at Oberlin are in my building at least once a week, but not one has stopped by to say hello.
I miss my mommy and my daddy and my brothers and my dog and my friends.
I guess that's it. For today. I'm just a ball of cranky. I generally do a very good job of letting this stuff go. But right now, I just wanna throw a temper tantrum and stay in bed for the next two weeks.
I hate feeling this way.
Posted to Mental Health & Miscellaneous at October 11, 2005 03:08 PM
::HUGS TO YOU::
I hope you feel better...
Just imagine me doing a happy dance for you in front of my computer screen.
(I actually did a little jig in front of the computer too!)
Posted by: Mir at October 11, 2005 10:58 PM
I know how you feel. I get cranky after anxiety attacks sometimes too. The fact that I get cranky just makes me even more cranky. Hope you feel better soon.
Posted by: Cassie Boddy at October 13, 2005 07:37 PM
