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August 26, 2005
Why can't I just do the best thing for myself and stay home?
I swear I'm going to puke if I have to keep my lunch plans. I just feel sick at the thought of leaving the house today. But then again, if I don't go today, I have to do it another day, and since I already managed to shower today -- BEFORE NOON -- I suppose I should just get it over with. But really, my stomach is a mess. I just want to stay home and not feel sick.
Yesterday Lauren and I took advantage of her getting done with work at 3:30 to go to Elyria to open a bank account. I already miss TCF. Our new bank doesn't allow us to transfer money between accounts without doing a wire transfer. There are other issues, but that one bothers me the most. And then there's the fact that the closest branch is in ELYRIA, 20 minutes away by car. So Lauren will be doing our depositing and withdrawing, and I'll just be doing online monitoring. Some financial head of the household I am!
And of course, neither TCF nor our new bank are available in Philadelphia, so if we move there next, we'll have to start over again. I hate banking.
Ugh, I swear I'm going to throw up. I really am. I don't know why I constantly put myself in this situation where I'm doing the "right" thing instead of taking care of myself. When am I going to learn that my health is the MOST important thing?
Posted to Mental Health & Oberlin at August 26, 2005 09:03 AM